Yay

We've decided on a middle name for Zane. We're not gonna tell anybody until he's here. We've tossed around a few and last night I thought of a very meaningful one that will always mean a lot to me. And I was so glad that Eric absolutely loved it right along with me. :) It makes my heart happy.

In other news, I am extremely stressed out. I don't think I've ever cried as much as I have this week. I've been mourning a friendship that I have cherished for a while, I'm mourning that my time with Claire is going to become Mommy-Claire-Zane time. Not that I'm not thrilled to invite Zane into our family, but I love spending alone time with her so much, that I can't possibly see how I could enjoy it with another little one who needs my attention. That sounds bad...but I'm just a mom of 1.5 kids who doesn't know how I could love another little one as much as I love Claire. I'm also pissed off that the finance manager at the car dealership we visited today was a total d-bag. He didn't listen to what we were saying and was interrupting Eric during literally every word Eric said...it was so frustrating. We called another Dodge dealership and they are working on a deal for us. If this doesn't work the way we want it to, then we are just going to forget it for a while.

Ugh...and Eric is going to the Bears game tonight and I'm jealous and I'm tired and I just want to spend some family time together. That isn't at a Dodge dealership where their A/C system isn't working. Grrrr...I'm just getting mad again.