If only

If only I could remember what it felt like to not have a person constantly touching your bladder. I'm officially at the stage of pregnancy where I pee every 30 minutes....at least. I tend to hold it more during the night time, but sheesh...our toliet paper stash is taking a hit!

Claire is so curious and loves organizing right now. She will line up all of her shoes, mess them up, and then line them up again. It's cute, but tends to get messy! I've also been doing a bit of nesting already, so I'm trying to organize her room and start on Zane's, which isn't going so well. His room is right next to the bathroom and since we are remodeling the bathroom, all of our bathroom-ish items are in that room. It's frustrating because we literally have no storage in this house so I have no where else to put anything. I can't wait for our bathroom to be done. It's majorly stressing me out.

I still have regular contractions everyday. However, they've started becoming more painful in the last week. One of my best friends was just in labor for almost 3 days and it freaks me out! She had TWO epidurals over the course of her labor...poor thing. Thankfully the second one lasted during delivery. Yeouch!

I have my 31 week appointment tomorrow. Nothing too exciting, but I'm sure my cervix will be checked. Oh yay. I feel like I can feel Zane hitting my cervix. Maybe it's my bladder? It's uncomfortable, but it doesn't always make me feel like I have to pee.

Claire has also started resisting going to bed for naps and night time now. She is so attached to Eric. It's like she's terrified that he's always going to leave her. She usually wakes up around 7 am and this morning she started crying around 5:30. Eric had to work, so I went in to get her and she literally pushed me away, pointed to her bedroom door and started yelling for Dada. It was frustrating for me because all I wanted to do was comfort her and let him stay sleeping, but apparently she had other plans. He came and grabbed her and they laid on the couch together for about an hour and I just went back to bed. I didn't sleep well, but I think I dozed off a few times.

Now she's crying again from her crib. I wish she could talk more. It's so frustrating for both of us when I don't know what she wants and she's whining. Poor baby.